Tuesday, December 23, 2008

penat.

it keeps happening. over and over and over again. one way or another. its like if the problem is not about one thing, it will surely be the other.

funny thing is, somehow it almost always ends up being my fault.

it seems like eventhough its been 2 years or 3 years or 10 years or 50 years, it would still happen. this would still happen. the anger will still be there. the automatic conclusion of the worst case scenario.

it doesn't matter if we've been happy for a long time. or that we didnt fight for weeks.

even a fucked up thing like gossipy mean girls can cause this.

its tiring la. always knowing that no matter what i do, it can't change. it won't change.

no matter what happens, i'll always be the bad guy. the wrong one. rarely ever the wronged.

why? well we all know the answer to that.

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