fail fail.

Current Song : Before Today - Roots Beneath Ideal (i miss that kat lj dulu ada ni).

haihz. i thought new blog = more updates. turns out sama malas je nak post new stuff. haha. fail fail. the other day i went through my old lj posts and i missed it. i mean almost everyday i updated, and people actually cared to read it XD haha. even the dumbest simplest post pun it would seem fun. even nana commented that i had a way of making my lame outing sound best gila. haha. miss that.

i miss jamming. HIX took a minor break for april so kira tak jam la. Luq has Creamson so tak rasa sgt. haha. damnit. if not dulu i could've joined SJC and jammed with them. haihz. anyway i guess i do have a 'band'. i was asked to play bass for Yamaha Bukit Jelutong. apparently there's some nationwide competition between yamaha schools. winner will represent the state, country etc etc. its ok i guess. playing some jazz song and ada solo lagi. so not too bad la. i guess the only downside is that i'm the oldest member. haha. the others are just kids. lol.

my holidays are over but i still dont feel that drive to study. its weird. i got back my results and still i can play around. my results were, well, BAD la. not fail, but bad. by right i should be in nilai studying like mad, but instead i'm getting ready to go out with Aidah. haha. fuck la.

boring note : i'm kinda worried about my application to UK coz apparently one of the subjects i want to do there (Company Law) is not offered for third years. fuck.

okay, this was a boring post. i gotta practise to make my life seem fun again. haha.