ligament.

for those of you who didnt know, i tore a ligament. haha.

my ankle ligament. the way it happened was ssooo fucked up la. i was playing futsal (not that i'm any good at it, just do it for the sweating). everything was going fine, you know, the normal. scored a few own goals, let lots of goals in, gave the ball away etc. haha. then during the LAST MINUTE of the game, LITERALLY, i was running and bumped into someone, and landed ankwardly. i fell, screamed, then *poosh* the lights went out. haha. fucked up tak. it was the last kick of the game! damnit.

anyway immediately after the fall it hurt like mad. my friends had to support me out and take out my shoes and all, and my leg began to membengkak. but after awhile it got better. i mean, it hurt, but it was handlelable. no big deal la. i thought normal sprain. so i drove to hartamas to pick aidah up because SOMEONE malas nak drive (i'm just highlighting that to annoy that person :P) haha. it was ok la. hurt but was able to drive. arrived in hartamas, hung out for about 30 mins, all was fine.

but when we were going back, i realised it hurt more. it got worst. so aidah had to drive back to nilai. otw back, it got worst and worst and by the time sampai nilai (this was about 3am) i couldnt take it so i asked aidah to bring me to the clinic.

the doctor (a freaking bitch bad mood gila) told me 'oh i dont have xray eyes so i dont know what it is la'. fuck. haha. but she wrapped my legs in a bandage and gave me some painkillers and asked me to take some xrays the next morning. so fine it still hurt. we went to get some food to makan ubat, i went up to my room, ate etc, then tried to sleep.

it got worst. couldnt sleep at all. was moaning coz it hurt gila babi. it came to a point that no matter where or how i put my leg, it hurt BADLY. finally ard 7 i couldnt take it, i called aidah to take me to the hospital.

by the time i got in the car, mmg the pain was too much. i cried, screamed, etc. seksa. it was bad. aidah drove about 150 kmh to damansara hospital (coz we had no idea where the hospital was in seremban). the whole way i was crying and screaming. teruk teruk.

reached the hospital, went to the emergency, farhan was there, went to see the on call doctor, then the specialist. he put a cast around my leg and well, it felt better la. but i had to use crutches from then on. fuck.

haha that was about 3 weeks ago. since then i've changed my cast and crutches into the more practical versions, and my ankle swelling has gone. the pain nowadays has mostly got to do with 'lenguh' pain rather than actual 'pain' pain. haha. but it still sucks that i have to use crutches and i cant drive. especially hate the fact i cant drive. i hate having to rely on people and having people like my friends reminding me how much i menyusahkan (though not directly la). i hate it. benci gila menyusahkan org.

i guess yang i paling menyusahkan is aidah kot. haha. she's had to pick me up and drive anywhere to class and all. I LOVE YOU!!!! haha.

also, the proof of how committed i am to music and HIX, sakit macam mana pun, i still performed twice =P haha.

the doc said minimum recovery time is 3 weeks but i'm supposed to NOT use my leg at all. since i didnt do that (i still had to go class and perform), i hope it still fully recovers la. coz if not the docc said i'll have problems later in the future with my ankle. haihz.

and all because of the last minute of futsal. fuck.

haha.