Monday, September 29, 2008
Ken Lee.
MUST WATCH! haha. my media and entertainment law lecturer showed this during class break. funny as hell. must watch. haha. ''labidubibodoushoooo''!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
bristol
my first post in awhile. haha. i've arrived in bristol. been here for about a week+. been busy settling in and exploring the area. by the time balik bilik malam, dah too tired to post a new blog post. haha. sorry guys!
anyway, bristol is awesome. best gak. the city is fun and active (kinda) but its far enough that i know i wont go there often. so can control la. haha. its a nice city. ada loads of history to the city. foodwise, well ok gak la. there's an area around here that has an asian community, and ada halal butcher and grocery shops so senang la nak dapat. in addition, the tesco here pun ada halal meat and chicken. but other supermarket like sainsbury's, takde. so that kinda sucks, especially since sainsbury's is the nearest to our campus. but for other stuff, like normal groceries or drinks, can get anywhere. plus, the supermarket brands (like tesco juice's or tesco salts or sainsbury's dishliquid) are all really cheap and reliable, meaning quality takde la teruk mana. its not like giant nyer brand. hhaha. so yea thats great.
i stay on campus, and i guess there's a good/bad element to it. its a party campus wei. honestly. on campus itself (which is about 5 mins from my flat) ada its own bar and nightclub, so almost EVERYNIGHT ada a different party with different themes and special bands/djs (mostly djs). mmg sama class with bukit bintang or something. hahha. in addition, because the bar/club on campus closes around 11, the students move the party to the student village. my student village. haha. so mmg its alive and party central till about 4+ kot. music kuat gila, especially if the party is near my flat. even just last week, my flatmates had its own party in my flat. so it was kinda noisy. they all pasang lagu kuat and were drinking etc. one guy even puked on my common area carpet. hahaha. but on the plus side, because i joined in (not drinking, mind u) i got to meet new people and well, got comfortable with my housemates. and at least the campus isn't so quiet and lonely. so thats the plus side. i just hope once term starts it wont be as bad. itu je la. but its because of this whole party thing that most days, i'd just rather buka puasa at aidah's and just lepak/sleepover at her place je. more homey and comfy. haha.
hmm apa lagi. had some problems with my phone line thing. i mean, i made some mistakes that ended up with me buying a new phone, something i didnt really have to do. it doesnt help that the phone line offers here are fucking confusing. but, i eventually got to return it and got my money back. and once i get my debit car, insyallah, i'll end up with a new phone AND a PS3. awesome. haha.
my debit card pun one other hal. HSBC ntah how go and sent my cards all the way to malaysia. haha. i dont want to confuse things further so i'm just gonna wait for my parents to bring it in october.
another problem i'm having is regarding my subjects. its funny. i'm registered as a student. i even got my student card. BUT i'm not registered for any classes. weird. haha. hopefully i'll settle it all by next week.
well thats about it. pictures are all up on my facebook. can't wait for my parents to come over in october! haha. maybe thats why i tak homesick sgt. i mean i miss malaysia, but not gila gila. i think its coz my parents are coming. haha. next post, i'll explain more about my housemates and life in uni la. and again, i'll TRY to update my blog often. haha. chiow!
anyway, bristol is awesome. best gak. the city is fun and active (kinda) but its far enough that i know i wont go there often. so can control la. haha. its a nice city. ada loads of history to the city. foodwise, well ok gak la. there's an area around here that has an asian community, and ada halal butcher and grocery shops so senang la nak dapat. in addition, the tesco here pun ada halal meat and chicken. but other supermarket like sainsbury's, takde. so that kinda sucks, especially since sainsbury's is the nearest to our campus. but for other stuff, like normal groceries or drinks, can get anywhere. plus, the supermarket brands (like tesco juice's or tesco salts or sainsbury's dishliquid) are all really cheap and reliable, meaning quality takde la teruk mana. its not like giant nyer brand. hhaha. so yea thats great.
i stay on campus, and i guess there's a good/bad element to it. its a party campus wei. honestly. on campus itself (which is about 5 mins from my flat) ada its own bar and nightclub, so almost EVERYNIGHT ada a different party with different themes and special bands/djs (mostly djs). mmg sama class with bukit bintang or something. hahha. in addition, because the bar/club on campus closes around 11, the students move the party to the student village. my student village. haha. so mmg its alive and party central till about 4+ kot. music kuat gila, especially if the party is near my flat. even just last week, my flatmates had its own party in my flat. so it was kinda noisy. they all pasang lagu kuat and were drinking etc. one guy even puked on my common area carpet. hahaha. but on the plus side, because i joined in (not drinking, mind u) i got to meet new people and well, got comfortable with my housemates. and at least the campus isn't so quiet and lonely. so thats the plus side. i just hope once term starts it wont be as bad. itu je la. but its because of this whole party thing that most days, i'd just rather buka puasa at aidah's and just lepak/sleepover at her place je. more homey and comfy. haha.
hmm apa lagi. had some problems with my phone line thing. i mean, i made some mistakes that ended up with me buying a new phone, something i didnt really have to do. it doesnt help that the phone line offers here are fucking confusing. but, i eventually got to return it and got my money back. and once i get my debit car, insyallah, i'll end up with a new phone AND a PS3. awesome. haha.
my debit card pun one other hal. HSBC ntah how go and sent my cards all the way to malaysia. haha. i dont want to confuse things further so i'm just gonna wait for my parents to bring it in october.
another problem i'm having is regarding my subjects. its funny. i'm registered as a student. i even got my student card. BUT i'm not registered for any classes. weird. haha. hopefully i'll settle it all by next week.
well thats about it. pictures are all up on my facebook. can't wait for my parents to come over in october! haha. maybe thats why i tak homesick sgt. i mean i miss malaysia, but not gila gila. i think its coz my parents are coming. haha. next post, i'll explain more about my housemates and life in uni la. and again, i'll TRY to update my blog often. haha. chiow!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
UK BABY!
so yea, i'm in UK =P haha. didn't have time to update anything before this or post a blog saying i confirm going, but hey, i'm here!! haha. still in london. staying at husna's place along with her housemates. they're alright. nice people.
the day i left, friday, was a pretty eventful day. sure, sedih and all coz i'm leaving. but surprisingly, i didn't cry. kinda dissapointed that i didn't cry. i mean, i'll miss them all! my mum, dad, adrin, aqil, farhan. my friends. haihz. ntah la. maybe coz aidah is here with me softened the blow kot. ntah.
anyway, i was at the airport at about 7.30 am. flight was at 10. all my family and close friends were there, along with aidah's. it was great. i got to see most of my closest people in my life :) some couldn't make it (azwan, cousins) but i understand. coz it was a friday morning on a working day. haha.
so after saying our goodbyes etc, me, aidah and her mom made our way to our plane. and, surprise surprise, i got upgraded to business class!!! XD haha. we got upgraded coz aidah's uncle was piloting the plane. so yea, we got to our seats, got comfy, plane started moving.. and moving.. and made one round.. then went back to the terminal. haha. they found some probs with the plane. so we had to wait awhile, then we had to get up and change to another plane =/ haihz. but no problem la. so we went out, got to another gate, and waited to board. finally, around 2pm baru we left XD
of course, the flight was SUPER. comfy gila. i mean, the business class chairs can be lowered alllll the way down into a bed. haha. i also got to go in the plane cockpit. it was, well, cool XD haha. hopefully (but unlikely) i'll post up pics later.
13 hours later, landed in london. we got fasttracked through immigration, so luckily we didnt have to que through the normal line. i went pass immigration without a problem, but aidah was delayed because of some health problem thingie, and she had to go to another counter.
that time i was so scared. i mean, wat if aidah got arrested or not allowed entry etc? takut gila. but anyway, i went down to get our luggages (berat gila. i'm surprised i managed to carry all), then waited. after awhile aidah's mum asked me go out and wait with the mas crew (because we were gonna stay with them) but, as luck would have it, i couldnt find them. haha. so i waited la with like 5 bags kat tepit jalan in the cold. ada panic skit la.. haha. but 10 mins later, aidah found me, went to the bus, and all was good :)
haha. so after all that, we got to Copthorne Tara hotel, where we were gonna be staying along with the mas crew (again coz aidah's uncle was the pilot). we got one room with 2 beds, so i got a bed to myself. guilty gila that time. =/ but there was no other choice. haihz. was kinda ankward. haha. but we got through it XD
after that, we all went for dinner at malaysian hall, took a walk, went back to the hotel, and SLEPT. haha. penat gila.
woke up next day kinda early. we (me, aidah, aidah's mum) met up with husna at the tube station nearby, then went a whole day around london with her. haha. again, penat gila. but it was fun la. did some shopping and tried to get used to the cold. in the evening we went back to our hotel, took our bags, and made our way to husna's house plak.
arrived at her place, put our bags, then went to buka puasa. but we were running late, so we missed our reservations at this restaurant. in the end we buka'd puasa at 8.30pm. lapar gila. haha. met up with husna's housemates during the dinner. they were all friendly la. haha.
went back, lepak jap, tido :P
today again, we went out (me, aidah, aidah's mum [since these 3 is always there, i'll just call us the Izdahra la. senang. haha], husna and her housemate nama zurin). went to all the torist spots (london bridge, tower bridge, buckingham palace, covent garden).
but my day was spoiled because of a fight with aidah which kinda resulted in a bigger thing than it was =/ surprising that even in UK with people with us we can still get into fights. haihz. anyway, i was pissed off with her allll the way back. geram gila. baring baring alone in the room i shared with another of husna's housemates (lukman), trying to calm down, then aidah came. tried to talk and fix things with her but ntah. dunno if it worked. she went to sleep, and i am now typing this out :)
so thats my first 2 days in UK. haha. tomorrow morning izdahra will be leaving for bristol. i'll update from there. haha. sorry for the lack of details and pictures. but like i said, PENAT XD i miss everyone!!! damnit la.. where are my tears? haha.
the day i left, friday, was a pretty eventful day. sure, sedih and all coz i'm leaving. but surprisingly, i didn't cry. kinda dissapointed that i didn't cry. i mean, i'll miss them all! my mum, dad, adrin, aqil, farhan. my friends. haihz. ntah la. maybe coz aidah is here with me softened the blow kot. ntah.
anyway, i was at the airport at about 7.30 am. flight was at 10. all my family and close friends were there, along with aidah's. it was great. i got to see most of my closest people in my life :) some couldn't make it (azwan, cousins) but i understand. coz it was a friday morning on a working day. haha.
so after saying our goodbyes etc, me, aidah and her mom made our way to our plane. and, surprise surprise, i got upgraded to business class!!! XD haha. we got upgraded coz aidah's uncle was piloting the plane. so yea, we got to our seats, got comfy, plane started moving.. and moving.. and made one round.. then went back to the terminal. haha. they found some probs with the plane. so we had to wait awhile, then we had to get up and change to another plane =/ haihz. but no problem la. so we went out, got to another gate, and waited to board. finally, around 2pm baru we left XD
of course, the flight was SUPER. comfy gila. i mean, the business class chairs can be lowered alllll the way down into a bed. haha. i also got to go in the plane cockpit. it was, well, cool XD haha. hopefully (but unlikely) i'll post up pics later.
13 hours later, landed in london. we got fasttracked through immigration, so luckily we didnt have to que through the normal line. i went pass immigration without a problem, but aidah was delayed because of some health problem thingie, and she had to go to another counter.
that time i was so scared. i mean, wat if aidah got arrested or not allowed entry etc? takut gila. but anyway, i went down to get our luggages (berat gila. i'm surprised i managed to carry all), then waited. after awhile aidah's mum asked me go out and wait with the mas crew (because we were gonna stay with them) but, as luck would have it, i couldnt find them. haha. so i waited la with like 5 bags kat tepit jalan in the cold. ada panic skit la.. haha. but 10 mins later, aidah found me, went to the bus, and all was good :)
haha. so after all that, we got to Copthorne Tara hotel, where we were gonna be staying along with the mas crew (again coz aidah's uncle was the pilot). we got one room with 2 beds, so i got a bed to myself. guilty gila that time. =/ but there was no other choice. haihz. was kinda ankward. haha. but we got through it XD
after that, we all went for dinner at malaysian hall, took a walk, went back to the hotel, and SLEPT. haha. penat gila.
woke up next day kinda early. we (me, aidah, aidah's mum) met up with husna at the tube station nearby, then went a whole day around london with her. haha. again, penat gila. but it was fun la. did some shopping and tried to get used to the cold. in the evening we went back to our hotel, took our bags, and made our way to husna's house plak.
arrived at her place, put our bags, then went to buka puasa. but we were running late, so we missed our reservations at this restaurant. in the end we buka'd puasa at 8.30pm. lapar gila. haha. met up with husna's housemates during the dinner. they were all friendly la. haha.
went back, lepak jap, tido :P
today again, we went out (me, aidah, aidah's mum [since these 3 is always there, i'll just call us the Izdahra la. senang. haha], husna and her housemate nama zurin). went to all the torist spots (london bridge, tower bridge, buckingham palace, covent garden).
but my day was spoiled because of a fight with aidah which kinda resulted in a bigger thing than it was =/ surprising that even in UK with people with us we can still get into fights. haihz. anyway, i was pissed off with her allll the way back. geram gila. baring baring alone in the room i shared with another of husna's housemates (lukman), trying to calm down, then aidah came. tried to talk and fix things with her but ntah. dunno if it worked. she went to sleep, and i am now typing this out :)
so thats my first 2 days in UK. haha. tomorrow morning izdahra will be leaving for bristol. i'll update from there. haha. sorry for the lack of details and pictures. but like i said, PENAT XD i miss everyone!!! damnit la.. where are my tears? haha.
Friday, August 15, 2008
habis~ and the ranting begins :P
well my exams are OVER!!! hahahahahah!
gila la. dah lama dah tak feel this way. takyah feel guilty about having a LITTLE bit of fun. haha.
feels good :P
of course, the fear of my results will always hang over my head till 28th august (results day).
if i pass, UK here i come! if i fail, well... i'll see you guys for another year la :P haha.
anyway, i know this is kinda random, and irrelevant seeing as to how the only people who would care about this never reads this blog anyway, but right now i wish i was a rocker in phillipines. i'm NOT saying malaysian bands are bad or less talented. i'm just saying in phillipines, its more my type of music. emo with an equal balance of hardcore and pop/easy-on-the-ears. in malaysia, the only bands i can think of like that is Oh Chenta Ku, Avalon's Whisper, and, well, HIX. the other majority underground bands out there that are popular or more respected are almost 90% hardcore bands, or 90% pop bands. so ntah. i like em, can listen to them and all, but if i was in phillipines, i think i would have more fun. i mean bands like Chicosci, Urbandub and Typecast is definitely my cup of tea.
just now syam said i'm not a gig-goer. well, i may not be now la. my reason is cos there's rarely gigs that any bands that i really like would be playing, and i've been super busy. so yes, i've rarely gone to gigs.
but syam, luq, azwan, they all forgot that before, i was more into gigs than any of them. they say i dont support the local underground etc. bullshit. before (except syam la, he's been into gigs lama dah), luq would only go to gigs that has love me butch, and RARELY would layan hardcore bands. in fact, if before i would tell him to listen to some bands, he's say 'kau ni emo sgt la, hardcore sgt la'. NOW, all the bands that he listens to, he'll tell me and talk to me as if i dont know, or as if he's the guy that found them. sheesh. and azwan, well, when i was going to gigs dulu, he was probably at home. coz i dont think he was into gigs sgt before he was in HIX. then again, i wasnt close to him dulu so ntah la.
but anyway my point is, dulu i went to ANY gigs on weekends, sometimes not even with them. i would be the one would buy stuff (cd's shirts and all) and i NEVER called any of them a non-local-supporter. haihz.
the only reason for this post is nothing particular. just i'm kinda tired of luq thinking ''nik mana layan hardcore/nik layan emo/pop je!'' or azwan saying ''ala kau nik?? mana penah nak pegi stay gig? mana support?''. fine, now i dont go to gigs or anything, i dont listen to hardcore 24/7. so? haihz. seriously, wassup with all the judging man?
so ntah la. guys if u read this, dont judge and think i'm just some kid who only goes to gigs i play at. or tak penah support. or some loser that tak tau certain bands. sereal wei. haha.
i know its probably not a big deal, but its just soooo fucking annoying that just because NOW underground gigs are the current trend, and NOW the bands i kinda kurang minat are playing a lot, and NOW i'd consider spending my weekends at home, that i'm automatically some pop-loving dont know underground bands shit hole poser.
i mean, i like pop. so what? i like emo. so what? i like hardcore. so what? i like jazz. so what? (and those who know me well enough would know that i'm not just saying ''i like'' because of one or two songs. i buy the albums. i support the bands. i LISTEN).
haihz. i'm too harsh kot. luq azwan etc never said this directly, or i doubt they even think it sgt pun. its just annoying when its implied, or get teased at me. menyampah. so guys, think la before you judge. i never did any of it to u when u thought a band was ''too heavy, too lame, too hardcore, too poser''. just because hardcore is the current trend, doesnt mean i have to love it. i mean, i like it, but if i dont want to go to a hardcore gig, who are u to say i'm less of an underground supporter? so think first.
hahhhhh the end of my first rant. haha. been wanting to rant for so long. tension :P next post: alamanda parking!
(btw in the unlikely event any of my friends (luq azwan syam etc) is reading this and kecik hati, come talk to me about it. confront me, nicely la :P dont simpan je like we all always do and kutuk behind each others backs. haha. i love my friends (no sarcasm)). XD
gila la. dah lama dah tak feel this way. takyah feel guilty about having a LITTLE bit of fun. haha.
feels good :P
of course, the fear of my results will always hang over my head till 28th august (results day).
if i pass, UK here i come! if i fail, well... i'll see you guys for another year la :P haha.
anyway, i know this is kinda random, and irrelevant seeing as to how the only people who would care about this never reads this blog anyway, but right now i wish i was a rocker in phillipines. i'm NOT saying malaysian bands are bad or less talented. i'm just saying in phillipines, its more my type of music. emo with an equal balance of hardcore and pop/easy-on-the-ears. in malaysia, the only bands i can think of like that is Oh Chenta Ku, Avalon's Whisper, and, well, HIX. the other majority underground bands out there that are popular or more respected are almost 90% hardcore bands, or 90% pop bands. so ntah. i like em, can listen to them and all, but if i was in phillipines, i think i would have more fun. i mean bands like Chicosci, Urbandub and Typecast is definitely my cup of tea.
just now syam said i'm not a gig-goer. well, i may not be now la. my reason is cos there's rarely gigs that any bands that i really like would be playing, and i've been super busy. so yes, i've rarely gone to gigs.
but syam, luq, azwan, they all forgot that before, i was more into gigs than any of them. they say i dont support the local underground etc. bullshit. before (except syam la, he's been into gigs lama dah), luq would only go to gigs that has love me butch, and RARELY would layan hardcore bands. in fact, if before i would tell him to listen to some bands, he's say 'kau ni emo sgt la, hardcore sgt la'. NOW, all the bands that he listens to, he'll tell me and talk to me as if i dont know, or as if he's the guy that found them. sheesh. and azwan, well, when i was going to gigs dulu, he was probably at home. coz i dont think he was into gigs sgt before he was in HIX. then again, i wasnt close to him dulu so ntah la.
but anyway my point is, dulu i went to ANY gigs on weekends, sometimes not even with them. i would be the one would buy stuff (cd's shirts and all) and i NEVER called any of them a non-local-supporter. haihz.
the only reason for this post is nothing particular. just i'm kinda tired of luq thinking ''nik mana layan hardcore/nik layan emo/pop je!'' or azwan saying ''ala kau nik?? mana penah nak pegi stay gig? mana support?''. fine, now i dont go to gigs or anything, i dont listen to hardcore 24/7. so? haihz. seriously, wassup with all the judging man?
so ntah la. guys if u read this, dont judge and think i'm just some kid who only goes to gigs i play at. or tak penah support. or some loser that tak tau certain bands. sereal wei. haha.
i know its probably not a big deal, but its just soooo fucking annoying that just because NOW underground gigs are the current trend, and NOW the bands i kinda kurang minat are playing a lot, and NOW i'd consider spending my weekends at home, that i'm automatically some pop-loving dont know underground bands shit hole poser.
i mean, i like pop. so what? i like emo. so what? i like hardcore. so what? i like jazz. so what? (and those who know me well enough would know that i'm not just saying ''i like'' because of one or two songs. i buy the albums. i support the bands. i LISTEN).
haihz. i'm too harsh kot. luq azwan etc never said this directly, or i doubt they even think it sgt pun. its just annoying when its implied, or get teased at me. menyampah. so guys, think la before you judge. i never did any of it to u when u thought a band was ''too heavy, too lame, too hardcore, too poser''. just because hardcore is the current trend, doesnt mean i have to love it. i mean, i like it, but if i dont want to go to a hardcore gig, who are u to say i'm less of an underground supporter? so think first.
hahhhhh the end of my first rant. haha. been wanting to rant for so long. tension :P next post: alamanda parking!
(btw in the unlikely event any of my friends (luq azwan syam etc) is reading this and kecik hati, come talk to me about it. confront me, nicely la :P dont simpan je like we all always do and kutuk behind each others backs. haha. i love my friends (no sarcasm)). XD
Monday, August 4, 2008
happy(?) birthday.
whee hoooo! 21 years and 1 day. and celebration?
nada.
haha. fuck la. exams is in one week. pressure is on. fuck fuck.
meh. anyway this is just a happy birthday post to me. hehe.
but is it really happy? well.. i still haven't decided :)
chiow.
nada.
haha. fuck la. exams is in one week. pressure is on. fuck fuck.
meh. anyway this is just a happy birthday post to me. hehe.
but is it really happy? well.. i still haven't decided :)
chiow.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
ligament.
for those of you who didnt know, i tore a ligament. haha.
my ankle ligament. the way it happened was ssooo fucked up la. i was playing futsal (not that i'm any good at it, just do it for the sweating). everything was going fine, you know, the normal. scored a few own goals, let lots of goals in, gave the ball away etc. haha. then during the LAST MINUTE of the game, LITERALLY, i was running and bumped into someone, and landed ankwardly. i fell, screamed, then *poosh* the lights went out. haha. fucked up tak. it was the last kick of the game! damnit.
anyway immediately after the fall it hurt like mad. my friends had to support me out and take out my shoes and all, and my leg began to membengkak. but after awhile it got better. i mean, it hurt, but it was handlelable. no big deal la. i thought normal sprain. so i drove to hartamas to pick aidah up because SOMEONE malas nak drive (i'm just highlighting that to annoy that person :P) haha. it was ok la. hurt but was able to drive. arrived in hartamas, hung out for about 30 mins, all was fine.
but when we were going back, i realised it hurt more. it got worst. so aidah had to drive back to nilai. otw back, it got worst and worst and by the time sampai nilai (this was about 3am) i couldnt take it so i asked aidah to bring me to the clinic.
the doctor (a freaking bitch bad mood gila) told me 'oh i dont have xray eyes so i dont know what it is la'. fuck. haha. but she wrapped my legs in a bandage and gave me some painkillers and asked me to take some xrays the next morning. so fine it still hurt. we went to get some food to makan ubat, i went up to my room, ate etc, then tried to sleep.
it got worst. couldnt sleep at all. was moaning coz it hurt gila babi. it came to a point that no matter where or how i put my leg, it hurt BADLY. finally ard 7 i couldnt take it, i called aidah to take me to the hospital.
by the time i got in the car, mmg the pain was too much. i cried, screamed, etc. seksa. it was bad. aidah drove about 150 kmh to damansara hospital (coz we had no idea where the hospital was in seremban). the whole way i was crying and screaming. teruk teruk.
reached the hospital, went to the emergency, farhan was there, went to see the on call doctor, then the specialist. he put a cast around my leg and well, it felt better la. but i had to use crutches from then on. fuck.
haha that was about 3 weeks ago. since then i've changed my cast and crutches into the more practical versions, and my ankle swelling has gone. the pain nowadays has mostly got to do with 'lenguh' pain rather than actual 'pain' pain. haha. but it still sucks that i have to use crutches and i cant drive. especially hate the fact i cant drive. i hate having to rely on people and having people like my friends reminding me how much i menyusahkan (though not directly la). i hate it. benci gila menyusahkan org.
i guess yang i paling menyusahkan is aidah kot. haha. she's had to pick me up and drive anywhere to class and all. I LOVE YOU!!!! haha.
also, the proof of how committed i am to music and HIX, sakit macam mana pun, i still performed twice =P haha.
the doc said minimum recovery time is 3 weeks but i'm supposed to NOT use my leg at all. since i didnt do that (i still had to go class and perform), i hope it still fully recovers la. coz if not the docc said i'll have problems later in the future with my ankle. haihz.
and all because of the last minute of futsal. fuck.
haha.
my ankle ligament. the way it happened was ssooo fucked up la. i was playing futsal (not that i'm any good at it, just do it for the sweating). everything was going fine, you know, the normal. scored a few own goals, let lots of goals in, gave the ball away etc. haha. then during the LAST MINUTE of the game, LITERALLY, i was running and bumped into someone, and landed ankwardly. i fell, screamed, then *poosh* the lights went out. haha. fucked up tak. it was the last kick of the game! damnit.
anyway immediately after the fall it hurt like mad. my friends had to support me out and take out my shoes and all, and my leg began to membengkak. but after awhile it got better. i mean, it hurt, but it was handlelable. no big deal la. i thought normal sprain. so i drove to hartamas to pick aidah up because SOMEONE malas nak drive (i'm just highlighting that to annoy that person :P) haha. it was ok la. hurt but was able to drive. arrived in hartamas, hung out for about 30 mins, all was fine.
but when we were going back, i realised it hurt more. it got worst. so aidah had to drive back to nilai. otw back, it got worst and worst and by the time sampai nilai (this was about 3am) i couldnt take it so i asked aidah to bring me to the clinic.
the doctor (a freaking bitch bad mood gila) told me 'oh i dont have xray eyes so i dont know what it is la'. fuck. haha. but she wrapped my legs in a bandage and gave me some painkillers and asked me to take some xrays the next morning. so fine it still hurt. we went to get some food to makan ubat, i went up to my room, ate etc, then tried to sleep.
it got worst. couldnt sleep at all. was moaning coz it hurt gila babi. it came to a point that no matter where or how i put my leg, it hurt BADLY. finally ard 7 i couldnt take it, i called aidah to take me to the hospital.
by the time i got in the car, mmg the pain was too much. i cried, screamed, etc. seksa. it was bad. aidah drove about 150 kmh to damansara hospital (coz we had no idea where the hospital was in seremban). the whole way i was crying and screaming. teruk teruk.
reached the hospital, went to the emergency, farhan was there, went to see the on call doctor, then the specialist. he put a cast around my leg and well, it felt better la. but i had to use crutches from then on. fuck.
haha that was about 3 weeks ago. since then i've changed my cast and crutches into the more practical versions, and my ankle swelling has gone. the pain nowadays has mostly got to do with 'lenguh' pain rather than actual 'pain' pain. haha. but it still sucks that i have to use crutches and i cant drive. especially hate the fact i cant drive. i hate having to rely on people and having people like my friends reminding me how much i menyusahkan (though not directly la). i hate it. benci gila menyusahkan org.
i guess yang i paling menyusahkan is aidah kot. haha. she's had to pick me up and drive anywhere to class and all. I LOVE YOU!!!! haha.
also, the proof of how committed i am to music and HIX, sakit macam mana pun, i still performed twice =P haha.
the doc said minimum recovery time is 3 weeks but i'm supposed to NOT use my leg at all. since i didnt do that (i still had to go class and perform), i hope it still fully recovers la. coz if not the docc said i'll have problems later in the future with my ankle. haihz.
and all because of the last minute of futsal. fuck.
haha.
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